ForbiddenFeelings for you, I cannot shownever tell, you'll never know.Love, lust, its all the sameIn the end, this is just a gameYour name is always on my mindeven though I try to hideMy feelings simply are unclearMore so when you are nearIf I could tell you how I feelThe cloud would lift and I'd be freeI bear a pain which holds your nameMy soul, forever is its domain
DrainedDrained emotionallyrivers of blood flowingacross my facenot caring what happens nextSlowly dying insideDrained physicallybruises show, always therepain in each stepnot willing to fightNo more fear, no more hurtI end it now,I walk away!
Longing loveTime flies bywhen your neara mirror image of a former selfshines through.Hopeful, exuberant, energeticJoyless soul bloomsHate and torture wither awayGratefully rebornOnly when you're herewith me.
ContrastsBitter Windcuts like knivesNo where to run, or hidelost, alone in this vast empty placescreaming with no soundwords fail, thoughts run wildI stand stillLonging to be elsewhereAnywhere but hereMind clouds with to many voicesControlling, fightingleft in the middlenowhere to turnwanting to be alone.Wishing to escapeSwamped by you.Always you!
ClassPointless, meaningless wordsfloat bytime wasted in a cellno escapeThe hours drone byOne, two, threeconfusion, agony, painall felt here.No love lost.